well...things have gotten better for me here...thx to wonderful friends and great people at work...i am in a much better mood.

also, i have the opportunity to share with a guy from college my feelings toward him. I am scared to share them with him. I am afraid that what i tell him will ruin our friendship. But a good friend of mine told me that if its a good friendship then it will last thru whatever will happen. but i am still scared. I dont know why. Well, maybe because i dont know how he will respond. I am hoping that the feelings are returned. How will I know that they are returned if i dont go for it.

I just want to share with him how i felt in college and how i still feel. This whole thing with the other guy made me realize how much this guy from college means to me.

Well, i am going to get back to work. later all